ARGGGGGGGGGH

Ugh, having a FRUSTRATING day. Sometimes having a husband who works for himself is really nice, even though he works for himself out of necessity, and not choice. We take the good with the bad and just feel lucky that he has any work. But with the crappy economy we have run into a problem we have never faced before... clients waiting a REALLY long time to pay us. That mixed with the RIDICULOUS taxes you pay when you are self-employed, (again, that seems dumb to me, we wouldn't be self-employed if we could help it) has left us strapped for $$$. I just want this stupid client to pay us, I hate feeling like this, so much stress. I'm trying to remain positive, but I'm having a hard time today. I'm ready to be caught up and maybe, I don't know, even a little ahead for a change!!! I'm sure my friends are getting tired of me complaining about this, but it's gotten to the point that it's been so long, I truly feel like we are on a sinking ship, and all hope is lost. I mean, really I know that isn't true, and I'm trying to look at all the positive things that we have, and think about how blessed I truly am, but my good attitude comes in waves, where sometimes I think, it's really not that big of a deal and it will work out eventually, and then other times I hit a point where I think, YES THIS IS A HUGE DEAL and I'm going to DIE from the stress of this!!! At this point I'm hoping for a large check to just drop out of the sky or something! Anyways, at least I feel better getting it out, even if I'm sure my hubby doesn't want me posting my financial woes for all to see, but I just had to vent my frustrations... cause I'm REALLY frustrated! ;)